Hi,
I haven’t been updating this tumblr for to often :3 I’m still active just not as much because
im too consumed with my eating disorder blog at the moment.
http://www.closetobonedry.tumblr.com
http://www.closetobonedry.tumblr.com
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Go follow if you want me being more active. Don’t follow if you don’t wish too.
No one cares enough wether i live or die. goodnight
Okay, I have no medication in my system. I’m lovin’ it, I really am. But my mental state doesn’t just go away with the nasty feelings of the side effects it gave. I’m losing my mind without them, But im happy that its not killing me anymore? I mean. I feel like crying or screaming which i shouldn’t or ill get another heart tachycardia and have to got to hospital. But im not used to being… ugh… normal?
last night was crazy. I took my new meds. They almost killed me, again. I was put on 100mg of Seroquel. And it raised my heart rate to 150 per minute when the nomral beat is 60 to 80. I was covered in wires from top to toe. I came into the hospital in an ambulance for the first time. it was…
